I’m going through a really hard time right now.
I don’t know if you know this, but I suffer from borderline personality disorder (BPD), a mental health condition that makes my life quite challenging, and this week I had a breakdown.
Yesterday, I went straight to the doctor with my mum after having an anxiety attack. They raised my medication and now I’m feeling groggy and shocked.
Now, I’m having time off sick and I don’t have to go back to the doctor until Tuesday when they’ll assess my situation again.
TBH, I don’t really know what happened. I came back from vacation eager to start work, but I guess it was too much stress. These days, I’m considering my work situation (which wasn’t good before my holiday anyway) and I’m almost convinced that I should quit my job and finally dedicate myself to blogging full-time, which is one of my dreams.
I honestly believe that everything happens for a reason. This might be an opportunity. Maybe life is giving me lemons and I should make lemonade. Or maybe I’m wrong… What do you reckon? How do you know when taking a risk is worth it?
Anyway, I’m not thinking clearly due to the meds. I should probably rest now and then consider this again more carefully.
I’ll keep you informed of my progress and what I finally decide to do.
Have you ever felt that bad things happen to you for a reason?